Friday, August 27, 2010
Hello, "four years into the future" Me.
It's scary.
To realise how short four years can be. One day, we're sitting in maths class - earphones underneath our scarves - and giggling at the thrill of breaking the rules. That's how it was 'back then'. Now look at us. We lead separate, have problems to deal with, while trying to accomodate to this strange mysterious and shockingly confusing world of the adolescents. For once, we really were alone. Cast out into the 'real world'. Exciting, something "new", but equally frightening. We also had to deal with a whole new set of problems. Problems we never dared to think about, "when we grow up". That's what we used to say. It's funny how we're living it; funny that we've actually dealt with everything and made it ok.
It's also funny how you see all these old acquintances after so many years. Fearful that they might not be the same person you used to. Have they gotten worse or are they off for the better? "Everybody's changing." I think it's one of the things I've been afraid of. It's like, "You weren't like this before, wait, did I really know you? Who are you now?" I don't know, but I've always been afraid of 'change', not being able to familiarise myself with a circumstance scares me a little. But, I think I've learnt to accept that I can't expect people to stay the same, circumstances will change them, their new friends will change them, they will mature and be able to make their own choices.
Anyways, enough of all this rambling, I've been just been letting my mind wonder as I try to type all the thought processes going through my head. I just hope I don't ever forget how I used to feel, because it gives a lot of time to reflect. "I can't believe I used to be like that," "How could I be so selfish?" "Why did I say those things?" That kinda stuff. A lot of regret perhaps. A lot of learning as well. So don't forget that. I've made lots of mistakes in the past but I turned out for the better.
Hope this blog comes back from the dead! Haha. We're all in uni now, we may not always be together physically, but my mind does drift back to thoughts of you guys when I have some time to myself. Hope you're all doing well lovelies!
xoxo
Nida, the 'four years into the future' one. (:
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6:51 AM
Who the hell are they?
We're the one who call ourselves
socs and
emos*. We love jokes and teasing each other which peole think it's really stupid. But,
we in another hand think that people who think that way should
get a life.
We are a bunch of Happy young ladies who should rule the world. Because governments these days are taking the stuff W A Y too seriously, and they need to chill or taking days off. We're the one who teachers hate to love. We love singing in the class and listening to our MP3 but teachers still think that we're angels.
"...Maths is a wonderful thing;; Maths is a really good thing;; so get off your "ath" and do some Maths.. maths..Maths..Maths..Maths..Maths..." - Black Jack.
just some stuff
"I'm still confused of what to put in this section, i'll think about it. If you guys (yr 10) have some ideas just put it here!" - Designer
updates;; 260906;; I changed the layout *doyalikeit?*, then i did some changes in "about us" thingy. So, hope you guys'd like it. I dont know why our blog's always pink! it's only a coincidence tho! and and the taggie is still underconstruction cz sumthing wrong with our account so i cant change it now! sowy!
* Fida... itz Ala... kan u add the picz we took at tania'z house here... n the onez at kewdale ... plz and thanx... =D and any other onez of us OUT of SKOOL... :D
Me n ala love this song...tan hsnt heard it yet. :D
happenings;; our nu nicknames ;)
nida: tinkerbell, tinky, tinkerkinz, munchkinz, cookie
ala: twinie, twinikinz, stwawberry cheeks,stwawberrykinz
tania: jellybean, elastic girl, cutie pie.babii tanii
samiya: samika, Da Queen.
heyzz fida i realli miss you...i added some more nicknames onto da list hehe
updates;; 270910;; Blog revival perhaps? ^^
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